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2019-10-07 / \/ \/ / \
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Be real with ya, I started a "secret" / _/ / /
stoned.txt of my own but realized there's \_______/_\___/____/\___/____/_
really nothing stopping me just writing FAX / \/ \/ / \
SEX files when I'm getting a radical fade on / _/ /_ _/
so here we go! /- / _/ /
Lost my groove there one second, Dani's
movie grossed me out, she watches shit that's too heavy for me, I just wanna
Anyway so where have I been, shit, I don't even know where to start. I'm
sitting on about a dozen unfinished phlog files that maybe I'll try and get to
soon but some of them are replies to things that are basically ancient now, in
Gopher time. I dunno, I still have some relevant shit to say.
Life's a constant stressor but that ain't news. I've traveled a bit but
I'll write about that in a second file.
My TildeRadio show languishes, I missed two shows because they fell on
either side of travel and life was too hectic to organize something to play in
my absence. I'm kind of at a crossroads with live streaming stuff, I still
have fun but when I'm not having fun it's really, really, not fun. I assign
too much significance to this shit and feel disproportionately frustrated when
it doesn't go well. Compound that with the usual anxiety nonsense and some
days I just want to shelve it and do something else you know?
I'm closing in on one year since I started on TildeRadio and I think if my
head hasn't settled on it by then it might be time to drop the regular
timeslot and just stream whenever I feel like. We'll see, we'll see. I've had
thoughts on a couple other things I'd like to do for it but they're less live
and more pre-scheduled so maybe if I do bow out of the live shindig I can
still provide regular content in some way.
We'll have to see.
What else do I have going on?
I'm kinda dipping my toe back into the nerd phone game, I fell out of love
for a bit when life attacked and had trouble spinning back into it but now the
weather is warming up and I'm less cranky and feeling more creative so
hopefully I can maintain momentum. I've got a LOT of things left unfinished in
that space too and a couple new ideas. Again, though, we'll have to see.
I think that's where I'm at, will try and get back to you sooner rather
than later. Cat out.